浪漫菖蒲 / Roman shobu

Things haven't been going that well for me the past few weeks, and they don't seem to be looking up very much. :-( The other day I accidentally broke my good ol' MD player that I've had for at least four, five years or more now. :-( So I drew a series of sketches in order to deal with it. I don't think it makes much sense now that I look at it. What was I thinking? Even this seems like a failure.

I've been feeling very negative lately. :-( I don't think if things will look up or not. They usually do but maybe not.